I have spent over four hours looking at colleges...reading thier websites, filling out forms, and getting frustrated. I don't know where i'm supposed to transfer to next fall. I don't know how it's going to get paid for. Most frsutrating of all is that I don't know where God wants me to be.

I have information coming to me from something like 15 schools...that's a lot of reading to do; and then a lot of writing. at least one essay a piece, usually two--Northwestern's is two full essays and three short essays. It's soemthing i'll just have to suck up and do if i want to get on with my life i guess...

God, I need you more! I need help here! i don't know where i am, or where i'm going. Really, i don't care if you show me where i'm going...if i can just end up there, that will be ok...just let it be pleasing to you.

well, i'm off to go babysit...then to habitat
i guess that's it. talk to you later.

So, school started yesterday...it's not too bad really. Much less stress than last semester, that's for sure. It's a lot of reading though...Jesus, please help me read!

anyway not too much to say i guess. today i missed tomato paste a lot. i'm trying to be the "least interested party" (as steph would say) but it's hard, it's very hard.

that's all for now. just wanted to post something. have a marvelous day, all!

Picked up
organized
revamped
vacuumed
washed
dried
sprayed
wiped

MY ROOM IS CLEAN MY ROOM IS CLEAN MY ROOM IS CLEAN MY ROOM IS CLEAN

and it's 3 20 in the morning.....hmm. oh well. maybe that's why God made caffiene. i have a sneaking suspicion that i won't be singing it's praises tomorrow morning as i rise to get ready for church. oh well. that's ok for now. MY ROOM IS CLEAN (even washed sheets, vaccumed under the bed adn everything. QUICK come see it before it gets gross again!