I feel...i don't know. mostly tired, which means i'm also overly emotional, not the best time to interact with others if i do say so myself. it's officially march 23rd. three months ago today mike and i ended...jeanna has this theory (i've talked about it already i think) that after three months then friendships start to heal...i'm really praying that's true but i have a feeling that it'll be closer to a year--at least that's how long it took ted and i to start talking again...i guess will see. i'm going to try to get myself in bed without doing anything stupid. Wish me luck = )

This is full of lemony goodness = )

For some reason i feel very internet centered right now...i don't think that i actually am. Meaning that the ratio of time online to time not online creates and infinteecimally small decimal number. However, when the denominator of the ration is converted to the amount of free time i have in any given day...well. we're talkng reasonabley large fractiosn here. from 1/4 to 3/4...well, maybe not.....nope. that's about right. I have an excue right now though. it's five o'clock on a thursday, which means that i have one hour adn forty five minutes before my next class. also, i have no homeowrk to do right now, not one little thing--which isn't all together true, i just forgot to bring my chemistry stuff with me today. i SHOULD be studying for an up and coming exam that will prove to be a gift from the devil. ANYWAY, that's basically my excuse--i'm stuck at school with nothing actually product to do...so you all get to enjoy the fruits of my unfruitfulness...pretend that makes sense.

I've been trying to figure out my summer schedule ever since i got out of the fitness center this afternoon...got so frustrated that i ate pizza for dinner, so much ofr not cheating in a day. oh well we'll all survive....OH! speaking of working out!!! i have offically lost a total of FIVE pounds! yes, that's right. a whole, entire 5 pounds. i'm very proud of myself. anyway, back to complaining. this summer is going to prove to be quite an interesting trip. i will get to work, you know, make money, a grand total of 12 hours a week. time 12 weeks, that's 144 hours, times 8 dollars and hour...that's $1152, minus approx 12% for taxes, and that makes a whopping$1000. one grand in a whole summer...i suppose i could do worse, and i do have s cholarship, so i should stop complaining now. and i will.

Anyway, this is getting really long, and it's not like it's enriching you readers or anything, so i shoudl just shutup about it all now.

God has been so good to me, there is really nothing to complain about. I hope the same is true for all of you.

So glad to see you here my dear! also so glad to hear jessica won in court! did the other kid get fined at all????oooo, DRAMA!

in other news, joy finally reappeared in my life today. quite enjoyable if i might add. I'm thinking about holding onto so that it can't get away, but hormones have this sick way of putting it under a rock with romulan cloaking device capabilities. stupid pms...well, at least that won't be happening until after this saturday...the 23rd of march everybody. three months ago that day mike and i were breaking up. yeah, thrilled, i am so thrilled--note the sarcasm? I realized the other day that we broke up three days before our six month anniversary, and that for a month before that (before when we 'officially' or not so officially started "dating" or whatever) we had really been dating, just not making out...yeah. so proud of my choices. oh so proud. note the SARCASM. Anyway, Jeanna has this theory about three moths being a magic number...so maybe we'll be friends now...maybe not.

anyway, back to this joy thing. God is so freaking awesome. that's basically the only explaination i have for it. but i'm certainly not complaining.

Now it's time to get some homework done...really, we all know that's not going to happen, i'm sorry i lied. i'm gonna go play guitar and hang out with God for a while...have a good night

somedays, i just don't know about me. i'll have to get back to you on the rest of that, it's time for bed. Kim, i hope you smiled.

Maybe this summer we should make an acid-trip movie about diving into the depths of your purse...it'll be the next trainspotting!! well, actually not.

Anyway! that's all for now. KIM where are you? missing you up here and it's your turn = ) That's all for now.

hello world. welcome to my first post as a registered blogger. congratulatory remarks will be accepted and then put into my purse with the thousands of other unidentifiable objects that reside there.

i just flew back home today from montana, where I spent my spring break, and I was thinking as I was waiting to board my flights in the various airports, how embarrassing would it be if I was one of those random passengers that they decided to pull over to the side to thoroughly search carry on baggage? the mental picture that I get with this is me standing next to the table at the gate, the smiling flight attendant delicately opening my purse with her rubber-glove laiden hands and then dumping its contents onto the table to find my wallet, some computer discs, cds, pictures, cards, lip gloss, and 500 trident gum wrappers. she and i would nervously smile at one another as she would proceed to put all of the items back into my purse, me insisting that she get every last gum wrapper because, hey, they are cushioning for the rest of the fragile objects. but, thank god, this did not happen. I made it home safely and with little excitement at any point during my journey today. the story of what I learned about myself this week will have to wait until I am awake and speaking coherently again. goodnight, world, you're the coolest.