girls girls girls....the past two days have been quite the experience. getting yelled at by people who i don't have much respect for isn't my idea of a good time. still, i think it's built some character, and telling my dad about it wrought a much needed laugh (he laughed, i mean). I am exhausted right now...stupid phone calls taking up my nap time. grr. well, tomorrow i can sleep in. squash and i are going to finsh our book, and he's offered to buy me lunch from where he works (basically so i'll pick him up) maybe i'll have some pizza tomorrow...i have too much to say right now to orgainze it. kim, COME HOME TO ME WHERE YOU BELONG!!!!! breakfast, saturday, starbucks...and scott = ) he's gosh darn good looking...and smiles a lot. we'll have fun.

most recent prayer requests (mine to God): am i really supposed to go into PR? Are you sending me to columbia? Am i staying at powerhouse? where do i go from here? PLEASE above everything, bring me closer to you.

I guess that's all i can really ask and know what the answer will be. That doesn't bother me one little bit. God is faithful, always has been and always will be. awesome!

Goodnight

Kim, so excited to hear!!! I a glad that you are coming home too! Steph, i'm already grieving my loss of you for a tragically long three months...still, it fails to compare to teh massive stretches of only iming nad phone converstaion frienship time that we've had in the past.

Yes, i am not making any sense. sorry. i was accidently up way to late last night, and had to get up at 5...well, chose to. i missed God a lot and was too tired to spend time with Him as i was pasing out on my bed last night. I just realized that in 15 days i will have finished my first official year of college. wow. i'm looking forward to my 14 day summer vacation, and to not having 20 hours of classes anymore (at least for a little while). two days on-five days off is a much nicer school schedule for me = ) once i get these papers and exams done i'll be really happy. have a great day girls. i love you so much!

Another night, another story. But it's 1 am and i have to be in the dentist chair at 730 tomorrow morning. icky icky poo poo. to make it short, mike and i talked for an hour and a half (at least). He's uneasy about me hanging out with josh but trusts me. pretty cool stuff. we started talking about each of us being in other relationships. basically that's going to eat so many rocks. i want to be first...yes that's selfish. but i didn't tell him that at least. i shared steph's theory on relationship-friendships. he thought i was telling him i wanted to get back together...THAT took some explaining. i am genuinelly glad to have my big brother back...even though sometimes he's over protective. i probably shouldn't have explained josh to him as super hot with a self-centered personality. that was my mistake. I think that after tomorrow (i'm ditching school cause josh invited me to the botanic gardens. yes, mike has reason to be upset...at least circumstantially--not relationally) it'll be better. have a good day, now to bed.